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Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Lap Band Video Diary 1 Feb 2010

It slightly cut off the last few seconds. I'm sorry.

34 comments:

Marie said...

Babe {{{{hugs}}}} I cried watching you get so emotional. ={ Sending you loads of love and support, it maybe be another start but thats ok. You are going on to bigger and better things!

xxx

Sheree said...

I have just read your last post, and listened to your video. There are so many things I want to say, but just cant find the words..I bet I was not the only one who had a tear.

Beck you are amazing woman, strong and very honest. 3 boys at home who love you like nothing else. Like you said - it is the beginning, that is a wonderful thing. A new day. Another thing to smile about.
Best of luck - You should be so very proud.

Sheree xx

Kate said...

Aww. This made me bawl. I just love you, you know :) xoxox

Kathryn said...

Things will only get better from here. You are a strong woman and I know this is another new start but I know this will be the one that changes everything. You will feel so much better!!!!
Hang in there sweetie, I'm thinking of you, I know how hard this is, you have the love and support of many along this journey.

Anonymous said...

Beck, look at it this way, it's not starting again it's just the last lap of a journey that you are taking. The results may have been hard to deal with, but you are already doing something positive to rectify any issues, this last lap will see you coming out a winner on all acounts and grateful that the journey took you to where you will be. Much love, Kaz x

Liv said...

Oh love, big hugs.
Yes, it is another beginning but just think how amazing the end will be.
You will get it right, absolutely. xx

Janine said...

Oh Becks,

you made me cry with this.....of course we are here for you and know that this was never a whimsical choice....but thank goodness it is a choice that you have made to save your life and for you to be around to see your kids kids grow up.

Big hugs and lots of love

HD said...

*hugs*
PS. I used your name yesterday! Sorry... totally forgot, all caught up in the moment.

Jocelyn said...

{{{{{HUGS}}}}}

now you made me cry again ;)

Unknown said...

Hey Bec,

Just wanted to give you a big virtual hug. Sorry I couldn't make it yesterday- I would've loved to have seen you but it just didn't work in the end.

I really pray that this is the last time you have to "start". The Optifast should start to take care of some of the visceral fat & you'll begin to feel much better even before the procedure.

I wish you and your family all the best with this new beginning.

xo

Leighanne said...

you are an amazing woman...l too shed a tear watching...you are taking the steps to make things better...wishing you the best..XOXO

Sarah said...

Your sincerity and spirit shine through even in your writing. It is just an extra treat to see your beauty in action:)

**Mellisa** said...

Miss Bandit you touched my heart! .... **squishy hugs from me**
One giant step to happiness .... and who knows, you may bring a little hope to some of us who are struggling ....

Mxx

Kt said...

wow what an emotional video diary, had me feeling a bit teery!
things will get better and we are all here to support you along the way
xo

#fatfreefloozy said...

: ( Ditto

lisa jane said...

*hugs* xox

Kate @ Loving Life said...

Oh Hun... thinking of you and so happy that you've got help on the way. Just a matter of time and you'll be feeling better. I'm just a call/skype away (except I have a new skype account which you'll have to text me for - lol... silly me)...

Big hugs, love and support coming your way from me xxx

sharnee said...

Big big hugs.

Anonymous said...

I've just caught up on your last 2 entries...fuck...i don't even know what to say except i think you are an amazingly strong, gorgeous woman! just remember you have such a great support team...all of us here included.
big hugs xoxox

Lucinda said...

You are awesome. And I'm right here with you all the way. xx

Unknown said...

My heart breaks for you, I have no words to say how I feel at the moment. I wish I could take your pain away and make everything as beautiful as I see you.
You are starting on the yellow brick road Sweety and you will get to Oz and find your way home because you're a woman that astounds, is strong, brave and just Bloody Amazing.
I give you the most amazingly awesome virtual hugs and cuddles. You are an inspirational young lady and have left some of the most amazing footprints in my life. xoxoxox

Anonymous said...

First I would like to say a big thank you to all of the readers out there who are giving tonnes of support and love for my beautiful gorgeous wife who is going through a major life changing surgery. Please keep your wonderful comments coming as it brings a different perspective of joy to her that I cannot put into words to comfort her. xoxoxo

I try to offer 110% of my love and understanding for her and sometimes it feels that I just can't do enough for her, I think the best thing I can do is try to understand what she is going through and offer as much support as I can give.

Honey, I always want you to realise that I'll do what ever it takes to make sure the smile is always on your dail and that your two amazing sons have a hot, sexy and healthy mum to guide them through lifes big journey.

Love you Babe xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Leighanne said...

You have an amazing husband!!!

Kristy Burgess said...

Like Hayley, I realised I used your name yesterday when I commented. Sorry about that, just habit. I like that you added the note above to remind us :)

Your husband's comment is beautiful. You have so much support!

Sending some more hugs :)

LBTEPA said...

(((HUGS)))

Anonymous said...

First you made me cry Mrs Bandit, then so did you Mr Bandit. Sniff. Biggest hugs & best wishes to you both during this difficult time. XXOO

fitnessbandit said...

Now your hubby has bloody made me cry!!!!!

In 12 months time you will look back and see how far you have come.

It may not feel like it now, but once you've had the surgery done you will realise that you have already crossed the finish line!

Bel

Andrea said...

I'm not crying! Ha!

(not yet!)

Beck, I have all the confidence in the world that you're going to do great. YOU CAN DO THIS. Godammit. And we're here to help. You know what? You're still young, and you've got your entire life in front of you ready to be lived and discovered. It's gonna be awesome.

**Mellisa** said...

Mr Bandit .... you are amazing!! xoxoxo

Margaret said...

For some silly reason I can access the video, but I get the gist of it...

Cheers

Margaret

Sandy said...

Just finished crying. Have no doubts about the band if it will make you healthy. I am 55, only 5 days away from being banded and they called today to say there was a problem with my EKG which might postpone my surgery. I thought my heart was ok. If the lapband had been available 20 years ago (when I was 35) I too wouldn't be in this unhealthy state. And so, you are making a life changing choice and one which will see you around for many years to come. I hope we can do this together.

Kat said...

I cried right along with you and wanted to give you a big, big hug!!!!

Jan said...

Love You Beck xxx

Yvonne said...

Mr & Mrs Bandit both made me cry :-) but happy tears - your hubby is a good man, my hubby can't be bothered reading my jibberish on my blog LOL

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